Thursday, June 28, 2018

Disappointed, again.

So in the past month, I've replied to two posts from musicians or groups looking for a bass player, one on Craigslist, one on Facebook. And both of the people replied back, expressed interest in playing, pretty much had times set up and such, and then... Nothing. And the disappointment leads me into frustration, anger at the world in general, depression. Sometimes I just feel like I should sell my instruments, screw my musical ideas, lose my values and just start go for the money...

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Restart?

I find myself constantly starting and stopping on this, as well as all of the other projects that I always have in my mind. Constantly dealing with the self-doubt and the scattered nature of my brain doesn't help me get very much accomplished. I see those people out there who are so focused, have such a keen vision of where they want to be in life, what they want to do, and sometimes I wish for that myself, but I don't know how to get there.

Always just trying...